I am planning to build a Primal Play Community in Köln Cologne with my partner Manuel. I am also very interested in creating workshops to deepen our connection with nature, including foraging, herbal wisdom, exploration of nature and wilderness with all our senses, and forest women circles. I am planning to do some training in this field. A friend who has completed TIT himself recommended it to me as an opportunity to prepare for holding space for others and to get to know my true self better. I wished to confront myself with my shadows and triggers, reconnect with my body, gain more freedom in expression and my creativity, and more clarity about what I really want in life. I also wished to feel more safe around strangers and in the process of relating.

The experience of how much precious intimacy lies in openly shared vulnerability and authenticity, and how much we can learn about ourselves from being each other’s mirrors, moved me deeply. I also discovered how important it is to be aware of your own shadows and stay connected to your own body for deep and safe relating and amazing co creations in a collective. The training taught me techniques to cope with intense emotions or triggers, to communicate my boundaries with more clarity, and to stay true to myself when relating. I gained more confidence in the presence of others through a deeper connection with my whole raw, authentic being.

I developed a longing for spreading a little bit of this eye opening way of relating and embodiment. I can imagine hosting workshops myself. starting with co creations in Primal Play or reconnecting with nature workshops. I learned that my true purpose and gift to the community lies in my authentic longings and passions. in what feels most alive for me when I tune into the sensations in my body.

I am consciously paying more attention to the sensations in my body, using it as a deep source of wisdom. I am open to requests for co creations in the form of workshops with the topic reconnecting with nature or Primal Play. I would love to gain more experience in holding spaces, such as assisting at festivals, workshops, rituals and trainings, including international ones. I am also interested in co creative gatherings for new inspiration, building new friendships and exploring life in a commune or a more conscious environment. When your fears are trying to rule you, remind yourself of the fact that you are the one in power and that you are not alone. We are all in this together. in this challenging and magically magnificent mystery of life.

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